Sure, people have a preference, but now could be the perfect time to escape the top or bottom prison you live in. But it ought not to be impossible to sexually switch things up. These two subdivisions have their own rules, stereotypes, and in-jokes, and can sometimes seem as if they’re at war with each other, rather than both working together for mutual sexual pleasure.Īll of this can make trying different things daunting, especially if you’re a baby gay venturing into this world for the first time. But often, penetrative sex can feel divided into rigid binaries that make being a top or a bottom seem like a cult you’ve signed up to for life, and one that you have to declare as soon as two (or more) consenting men decide to take their clothes off and rub up against each other. This is clearly not the case, especially for those people who consider themselves versatile ( HIYA).
I was now a boy’s girlfriend.Legend would have you believe that once you’ve earned your gay card, a Harry Potter–like ceremony occurs where, instead of the Sorting Hat, a giant magical butt plug divides all gay men into two houses: tops or bottoms. Soon the boy rang the bell and entered the house and kissed me. I was terrified that my cross-dressing secret would be exposed and my family would find out. I noticed there was a boy looking after me from the neighbor’s house. After confirming, I set up the camera and started shooting. So I looked around until I was comfortable. I walked into my backyard, feeling a little nervous if my neighbors saw it. I had been out to the backyard several times dressed before, but it was only for a short time. My parents were only coming back the next day, so I still had time to spend as a girl. I took so many photos and videos that I did not understand how time passed. I thought I looked cute.Īfter I was ready, I walked around the house in my new outfit. It was surprising to see my reflection in the mirror as a girl. I finished my transformation with a blonde wig, pantyhose and high heels. I started with makeup, then undergarments and a pink bodycon dress that I recently brought in. I started getting ready without wasting time.
I really wanted to wear a full make-up from head to toe and spend as much time as a girl. So my parents left and I was so excited to get dressed. It was a great opportunity to take the whole house to myself. I somehow managed to stay behind, saying I have a few tasks to finish. One day my whole family was going on a trip to one of our relatives. I started to buy outfits, lingerie, hair wigs from online stores and kept everything hidden in my closet. So, every time I was going to be alone in the house, I would simply dress up. I tried on her outfits, her makeup and shoes. I tried to stop those urges but it only grew bigger.Īs time went by, I started to sneak into my step mother’s room more often. I used to secretly put on my step mother’s dress s and liked feeling pretty and girly. Since childhood, I was always fascinated by women’s clothing.